I miss this place so much, I feel like I'm returning to my old safe haven. I don't really have a particular topic to "ramble" on, nor do I feel like giving any particular title on this post, yet I can't deny this nostalgic feeling so I decided to title this post "Rambling #4" in the spirit of keeping in touch with the young me. haha!
Man, once again, I so miss this place! It sort of feels good to be back here, moving my fingers on the keyboards, it feels like with every touch of the buttons, I'm digging deeper to the old me.
So many things have happened. The last time I made a post here was 2014. That's a long time ago. Plenty of things I wish I never did, and also wish I did. Well, I guess that's part of growing up. This life is a race that I did not sign up for. Too many competitions, man. It's tiring. People competing with each other, not to mention the markets, corporations, countries. I wonder if any of them ever get tired and sick of this.
Looking at my old posts, and also a few drafts of writings I had here (I was shocked and delighted to see these drafts I wrote years ago, I forgot about them over the years), I am pretty much reminded of how my mind and my heart used to function back in the day. Plenty of things have changed, though there are also many things that I wish to keep.
Regardless, it's a relief to be back here. I knew this place, I was here before, pouring out my heart and my mind without any second thought. In this moment of persistent change and constant adaptation, I crave for familiarity and stability. Returning here could be my first antidote.
