Here comes the new year. Another round of the earth orbits the sun and here I am, a dot in the universe following through.
This is not a new year new me post, this is not a list of goals for the new year post because I'm sick of that already and can't bear the burden of having to carry them all.
I started this year not knowing what to do, what my goal should be, what to write on this 365 blank pages. Or are they actually written already?
However, I knew something today. I knew what I wanted this year. I would like to dedicate this year to be closer to my God. I would like this year to be the year that I get to know Him even better, closer. I would like this year to be the year I consciously, purposefully, intentionally pursue You, God.
I know that You've always pursued me no matter how far I strayed away from Your path. And this time I want to also pursue You.
I don't know how I will do this, I need Your help, as always. Help me to offer my body, heart, and mind as a living sacrifice to You. Help me not to forget. As the worldly routine demands my attention, the responsibilities, the to do list piling high, as I get immersed in my own exhaustion, help me to keep You first in my heart.
I don't know what I'm expecting or hoping. I only know that I want to be with You, know You, and experience You.
